So when we went to Wisconsin I realized how much drama there is in my family. It surprised me because I had grown up with it my entire life. I also saw my biological father and I had so much fun. But after we left and he called me he wanted to remind me of him being his father and saying the I'm amazing just like him. And other things just like that. Like that I'm such a pretty young woman. But the way he said those things sounded a little self centered even if he didn't mean them that way.
He was saying that when I finish high school that he wants me to live with him for awhile and then send me to a college, and he was naming off colleges that I had no idea about. I already found a college that I have been wanting to go to since I was 8 years old. I don't think I'm ready to give, take or, have room in my life for a third person.
Monday, August 13, 2012
Saturday, July 14, 2012
Smile
This weekend has gone good so far I went to the store for awhile with my parent and I had lots of fun. I never get to hang out with them. I also just got done watching my Best Friend's videos of he trip in Canada Montreal. And I seriously couldn't stop laughing. I miss her so much. i haven't been doing much and it sucks. But she all ways can make me smile especially with her PUFFY HAIR!!!!!!!!!!! :D lol!
Sunday, July 1, 2012
Going Back Home
My Great Grandmother is on the her way. My mom is going to pay for us three kids, (my brothers and I) to go back to Wisconsin for her funeral. I'm afraid to go, but I want to be able to comfort the ones that I love. I am afraid to go because everything is harder the second time, because you'll know what happens in the end.
It will be so hard to leave for everyone.
It will be so hard to leave for everyone.
Thursday, June 21, 2012
Annoying
Everyone has asked me why don't you have friends or don't you miss your friends in Wisconsin? I don't really have any friends in less you count adults. I'm some one who only needs one friend that I know I can trust. I don't need a dozen friends to be able to comfort me or make me smile. I am simple in that way and I am glad I am.
Wednesday, June 20, 2012
Interview of My Best Friend
D= me
F= friend
d: What are some of your hobbies?
f: Drawing, and listening to music
d: What do you like to listen to?
f: Gorilaz, RJD2, Wax Tailor, Kanon Wakeshima,
d: Do you like your school?
f: It's okay
d: Do you have siblings?
f: Yes I have two brothers, twins
d: Do you doodle and what do you doodle?
f: Yeah I draw eyes and random manga people and occasionally a cat
d: Do you like cats?
f: Well Duh you out of all people should know!
d: Do you like to correct people?
f: Only to close friend so they don't take it seriously
d: What colors do you like best?
f: Navy Blue, Silver, Scarlet, Black, and Crimson
d: What foods do you like?
f: Asian Noodles with a sauce, eggs and beef, also BBQ Brisket Burrito, also I love Raspberries
d: That's it folks My Best Friend!
F= friend
d: What are some of your hobbies?
f: Drawing, and listening to music
d: What do you like to listen to?
f: Gorilaz, RJD2, Wax Tailor, Kanon Wakeshima,
d: Do you like your school?
f: It's okay
d: Do you have siblings?
f: Yes I have two brothers, twins
d: Do you doodle and what do you doodle?
f: Yeah I draw eyes and random manga people and occasionally a cat
d: Do you like cats?
f: Well Duh you out of all people should know!
d: Do you like to correct people?
f: Only to close friend so they don't take it seriously
d: What colors do you like best?
f: Navy Blue, Silver, Scarlet, Black, and Crimson
d: What foods do you like?
f: Asian Noodles with a sauce, eggs and beef, also BBQ Brisket Burrito, also I love Raspberries
d: That's it folks My Best Friend!
Sunday, June 17, 2012
Dream
The other day I had a dream that didn't feel like one at all, it felt so real, to real that I cried when I woke up and found out it wasn't.
In my dream,
It was and ordinary day at home I was reading and there was a knock on the door. I looked out the living room window at the car pool and say my grandparents new silver SUV parked in the driveway. I ran to the door to answer and there they were standing together. I grabbed them both and hugged the as if they were the bread and I was the filling and we sobbed of joy. We headed back to Wisconsin and when we got there I lived with them for ever. I would wake up with them and have a cup of bitter fresh coffee and read the newspaper. I would help them with their two gardens and have family Friday movie night with pizza, home made root beer float, home made nachos that my grandpa makes, or popcorn. I really do miss them and there is not a single day with out thinking of them. I miss them so much and seeing my mom cry when she talks to them saying God Dang-it I Miss you Guys. Here more then every one. I hurts so much. I love you Grandma and Grandpa.
In my dream,
It was and ordinary day at home I was reading and there was a knock on the door. I looked out the living room window at the car pool and say my grandparents new silver SUV parked in the driveway. I ran to the door to answer and there they were standing together. I grabbed them both and hugged the as if they were the bread and I was the filling and we sobbed of joy. We headed back to Wisconsin and when we got there I lived with them for ever. I would wake up with them and have a cup of bitter fresh coffee and read the newspaper. I would help them with their two gardens and have family Friday movie night with pizza, home made root beer float, home made nachos that my grandpa makes, or popcorn. I really do miss them and there is not a single day with out thinking of them. I miss them so much and seeing my mom cry when she talks to them saying God Dang-it I Miss you Guys. Here more then every one. I hurts so much. I love you Grandma and Grandpa.
Friday, June 8, 2012
Words
Words mean many things and each of those things have their own category that have other things in them.
words are very powerful they make you think and think and you never stop. They make you wonder who your love is, what job is best for you job, to know more about your family, and who you are. I'm only a young teenager, so I working on who I am. I used to know, but not any more.
words are very powerful they make you think and think and you never stop. They make you wonder who your love is, what job is best for you job, to know more about your family, and who you are. I'm only a young teenager, so I working on who I am. I used to know, but not any more.
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