Dream

The other day I had a dream that didn't feel like one at all, it felt so real, to real that I cried when I woke up and found out it wasn't.

In my dream,

It was and ordinary day at home I was reading and there was a knock on the door. I looked out the living room window at the car pool and say my grandparents new silver SUV parked in the driveway. I ran to the door to answer and there they were standing together. I grabbed them both and hugged the as if they were the bread and I was the filling and we sobbed of joy.  We headed back to Wisconsin and when we got there I lived with them for ever. I would wake up with them and have a cup of bitter fresh coffee and read the newspaper. I would help them with their two gardens and have family Friday movie night with pizza, home made root beer float, home made nachos that my grandpa makes, or popcorn. I really do miss them and there is not a single day with out thinking of them. I miss them so much and seeing my mom cry when she talks to them saying God Dang-it I Miss you Guys. Here more then every one. I hurts so much. I love you Grandma and Grandpa.

Words

Words mean many things and each of those things have their own category that have other things in them.
words are very powerful they make you think and think and you never stop. They make you wonder who your love is, what job is best for you job,  to know more about your family, and who you are. I'm only a young teenager, so I working on who I am. I used to know, but not any more.

Having Fun

I've been having a lot of fun for the past few days. A family  friend (Brian), my brother and dad and I have been playing a MMO (Aion). We've been teaming up on the game and just got our head sets connected. this morning.

Homework

So most schools get summer homework. Well y teacher wants us to do math, reading and music five days a week. So we have to read five books and fill out two pages book reports on each one. Do some math once a day, which the packet is kinda thick. And wright three detailed sentences about our day every day of the summer in a journal. The cool thing is, is tomorrow our last day and it's a half day!

Thumbs up!

Hyper

Well friends always have ever thing in common. Sometimes I get a little to hyper when My Best Friend is over.I have a tendency to annoying when I get really hyper. So I don't leave her alone and I do something and instantly I know it was stupid and I wish I didn't do.  

So I'm really sorry if I am annoying sometimes My Dear Best Friend!

One of Those People

I am one of those people who stick their own emotions in bottle and hide from everyone.
I am one of those people who take in others emotions.
And I am one of those people who doesn't  know what to do with them.

The other day when I came home from school my dad asked, "How was your day?"
Which was something he normally asks. My answer was,"I don't know."
I usually don't know what I'm feeling anymore.
That's one reason why I'm glad we have four days left of school till the summer break.
My class is small, but their feelings are huge and I sit out of the class because I don't like their feelings because they are hate, feeling bad for themselves, greed, and many other ugly things deep inside.
Since I take in their emotions and don't protect myself from them I get more and more bottled up.
My very best friend the other day sensed bad things and to put it more simple evil the things I take in, from a girl in our class.

I found this really pretty picture of Rosemary and Rosemary is to remember.