I've been dreaming,
Wondering lately,
I wonder if he thinks of his only child more than once in a few weeks.
I feel like he doesn't care,
Like he he doesn't try for me.
He never emails or calls.
But then there is a part of me that believes he does think about me more than once and awhile.
That he wants to get to know me,
And understand me.
This is another toggle rope game to see if my heart or thoughts will win.