Flavorless

Lately I've been very bored. When I hang out with my friends I'm not, but after it just becomes a memory and nothing feels like it has changed.

Lately when I eat the food is flavorless. I've had a PB and J some many times in my life that it doesn't tastes like anything anymore and if I'm lucky it tastes terrible. The few colors in my room are mashed as if becoming mashed potatoes. and it's cold with no welcoming into it.
When I watch a movie I realize it's the same story over and over again and it's hard to find a good movie anymore.
When I'm at home I don't really feel like we're a family just a bunch of people who now each other's names.

I'm not sure things just seem flavorless.