Flavorless

Lately I've been very bored. When I hang out with my friends I'm not, but after it just becomes a memory and nothing feels like it has changed.

Lately when I eat the food is flavorless. I've had a PB and J some many times in my life that it doesn't tastes like anything anymore and if I'm lucky it tastes terrible. The few colors in my room are mashed as if becoming mashed potatoes. and it's cold with no welcoming into it.
When I watch a movie I realize it's the same story over and over again and it's hard to find a good movie anymore.
When I'm at home I don't really feel like we're a family just a bunch of people who now each other's names.

I'm not sure things just seem flavorless.

Fun

My BFF and I had a sleep over and it was lots of fun. We didn't really do much activities  but it was nice to hang out. We had only hung out twice since the end of summer and I was going crazy even though we sit next each other in school all most every day it still isn't the same. I missed hanging out with her and still do and I can't wait to again.

This a picture I had found roaming the internet and it reminds me of her.

Scary

It's scary at school these days. I feel like there is always a pair of eyes staring at the back of my head. When I turn around and scan the classroom it's always this one popular boy that has multiple girls liking him. I feels as though he is trying to make eye contact with me. And when he does for a slight second I look way and I still feel like he is watching me.