Tuesday, October 29, 2013
Saturday, October 12, 2013
Thursday, October 3, 2013
Wednesday, October 2, 2013
Confused
I don't understand...
I'm happy, but I bring myself down and I think and live in the past. I don't understand why I do this it makes me cry, and laugh and then makes me love, I'm so confused my feeling are all around in a blizzard crashing into one another, causing confusion.
I'm happy, but I bring myself down and I think and live in the past. I don't understand why I do this it makes me cry, and laugh and then makes me love, I'm so confused my feeling are all around in a blizzard crashing into one another, causing confusion.
Tuesday, July 23, 2013
Changes
There have been many recent Changes in my life.
I've moved from the Southern West Coast to the Middle\East Coast in this past month and had a busy couple months before the move. It was a very sudden one, a heartbreaking move, and a nail in the foot, but the wound is healing ever so slowly. The Southern West Coast is dry and bare with few beauties in sight. For some it is the beauty they crave, but not for my household and I. What we see as beauty is the furry creatures that skitter in the corner of the eye, and the lush soft, kind, and gentle green that sprouts and loves the sun, and does not dread it, the sprouts that stay alive and grow even greater and more beautiful.
The sudden nail in the foot is healing, but keeps reopening. It is hard being alone all the time, my parents phones always ringing so that there is not much of a chance for a call to a fellow friend. I haven't had much to do since I'm to shy for my own good, that I stay hidden in my home playing video games and watching anime, which is most definitely not good for thy health. But I do go to work with my father helping him re-key homes and that keeps my in shape... for the most part. I will soon sign up for freshman year on the 31st of July and I'm nervous, very, very nervous, but also so, so, so excited. I'll try to get into honors classes and joining the anime club, along with playing my Cello in the school Orchestra. And hopefully start a modeling page so I can get into modeling, which has also been a desire of mine for quite some time. I'm very excited for the future.
I've moved from the Southern West Coast to the Middle\East Coast in this past month and had a busy couple months before the move. It was a very sudden one, a heartbreaking move, and a nail in the foot, but the wound is healing ever so slowly. The Southern West Coast is dry and bare with few beauties in sight. For some it is the beauty they crave, but not for my household and I. What we see as beauty is the furry creatures that skitter in the corner of the eye, and the lush soft, kind, and gentle green that sprouts and loves the sun, and does not dread it, the sprouts that stay alive and grow even greater and more beautiful.
The sudden nail in the foot is healing, but keeps reopening. It is hard being alone all the time, my parents phones always ringing so that there is not much of a chance for a call to a fellow friend. I haven't had much to do since I'm to shy for my own good, that I stay hidden in my home playing video games and watching anime, which is most definitely not good for thy health. But I do go to work with my father helping him re-key homes and that keeps my in shape... for the most part. I will soon sign up for freshman year on the 31st of July and I'm nervous, very, very nervous, but also so, so, so excited. I'll try to get into honors classes and joining the anime club, along with playing my Cello in the school Orchestra. And hopefully start a modeling page so I can get into modeling, which has also been a desire of mine for quite some time. I'm very excited for the future. Saturday, February 16, 2013
Wednesday, February 6, 2013
Smile
The smiles aren't real,
The smiles are fake,
They are distant tricks,
That like to play,
It might just be me,
With my misery.
It's good to feel,
Feel a fresh start,
And wear a true smile,
From a true happy heart.
The smiles are fake,
They are distant tricks,
That like to play,
It might just be me,
With my misery.
It's good to feel,
Feel a fresh start,
And wear a true smile,
From a true happy heart.
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