Cello

I absolutely love playing my Cello even if some people think I'm bad at it it's one thing that I don't want to stop doing when I get older and older and older, or you never know younger and younger and younger.
Well I took some photo's and I wanted to show people. My teacher gave it to me for free and I think it's the most beautiful Cello in the world. And his/her name is Cellificent. 

California

SO I went to California this weekend cause my father had to help the business people catch up on work so my little brother and I went with my parents cause we were sick and I saw the Hollywood sign I was so happy and excited.  My parents are seriously considering if we will move there and I think that would be awesome. we could see the ocean every day and mist and mountains, compared to south Phoenix AZ. The only thing that wouldn't be cool about it would be that I couldn't see my BFF and Manoa.  

 

Find

The time will pass,
The time is now,
When we feel and see differently.

We feel as though no one knows us,
Not truly.

We wonder what others think,
Am I pretty and weak,
Or ugly and strong,
Mabe all for in different pairs of eyes.

The time will pass,
The time is now,
Where we're are lost,
But must find ourselves.

Expectations

When your good at some thing for example, cleaning drawing, writing, and  several other things, your expectations are so high.  Some one thinks they can come in and interrupt you when you are doing your thing and say, "Dora please go do the dishes," "Please clean the cat box," "Please pick up the dog poop." and exc.

It seems like they think we have our entire adult hood to do what we want, but I control your childhood and teenage hood.

Flavorless

Lately I've been very bored. When I hang out with my friends I'm not, but after it just becomes a memory and nothing feels like it has changed.

Lately when I eat the food is flavorless. I've had a PB and J some many times in my life that it doesn't tastes like anything anymore and if I'm lucky it tastes terrible. The few colors in my room are mashed as if becoming mashed potatoes. and it's cold with no welcoming into it.
When I watch a movie I realize it's the same story over and over again and it's hard to find a good movie anymore.
When I'm at home I don't really feel like we're a family just a bunch of people who now each other's names.

I'm not sure things just seem flavorless.

Fun

My BFF and I had a sleep over and it was lots of fun. We didn't really do much activities  but it was nice to hang out. We had only hung out twice since the end of summer and I was going crazy even though we sit next each other in school all most every day it still isn't the same. I missed hanging out with her and still do and I can't wait to again.

This a picture I had found roaming the internet and it reminds me of her.

Scary

It's scary at school these days. I feel like there is always a pair of eyes staring at the back of my head. When I turn around and scan the classroom it's always this one popular boy that has multiple girls liking him. I feels as though he is trying to make eye contact with me. And when he does for a slight second I look way and I still feel like he is watching me.