A Drama In My Life

The days have been going by fast and I'm growing older. It has some good moments and some bad ones I try to avoid. I don't know what to do though with this one drama in my life. Me and my best friend used to have a another person in our group and we called ourselves the 3 muscaters. This 3rd girl was very rude and we gave her a few chances to see if she stopped saying the mean things she said to us. She did it a few times and we got tired of it so we stopped hanging out with her and so now she is trying to push her way back to the group. I usually give people many chances, but that never worked and I was pushed down and hurt and eventually I built a brick wall to protect myself from people like that.

A Best Friend

A best friend can make you smile and laugh with one word or a simple goofy face.
A best friend brings the light to you in the darkest moments.
A best friend give you confidence when your scared.
A best friend doesn't let you think your alone.
A best friend is always there for you no matter what.

For: My best friend Mira

Longing

Ever since the night of Thanksgiving in 2010 I have had a longing to go back home.Seeing my grandmother stand on the porch balling her eyes out and my grandfather's blank, but sad face threw the screen door. When we finished our trip I've had the longing to knock on their door, watch a movie together and have a pistasheo fluff made by my grandma. I miss the every time hug when opening their door to their chilly home and the purring beasts inside.

Thoughts

Why I do not know, but it seems like somthing not human that I touch dies. In the past 6 months are to family friends with big attachments to each of us died. We moved a year a half ago from home and it's difficult. The only thing so far that seems like it's gone right is my best friend. A friendship that hopefully will last forever.