I miss my old life when I could fell I could cry and be free.

Smile

The smiles aren't real,
The smiles are fake,
They are distant tricks,
That like to play,
It might just be me,
With my misery.

It's good to feel,
Feel a fresh start,
And wear a true smile,
From a true happy heart.

Love

Love is hard believe,
It's so strong,
But can make you so weak.

Cello

I absolutely love playing my Cello even if some people think I'm bad at it it's one thing that I don't want to stop doing when I get older and older and older, or you never know younger and younger and younger.
Well I took some photo's and I wanted to show people. My teacher gave it to me for free and I think it's the most beautiful Cello in the world. And his/her name is Cellificent. 

California

SO I went to California this weekend cause my father had to help the business people catch up on work so my little brother and I went with my parents cause we were sick and I saw the Hollywood sign I was so happy and excited.  My parents are seriously considering if we will move there and I think that would be awesome. we could see the ocean every day and mist and mountains, compared to south Phoenix AZ. The only thing that wouldn't be cool about it would be that I couldn't see my BFF and Manoa.  

 

Find

The time will pass,
The time is now,
When we feel and see differently.

We feel as though no one knows us,
Not truly.

We wonder what others think,
Am I pretty and weak,
Or ugly and strong,
Mabe all for in different pairs of eyes.

The time will pass,
The time is now,
Where we're are lost,
But must find ourselves.

Expectations

When your good at some thing for example, cleaning drawing, writing, and  several other things, your expectations are so high.  Some one thinks they can come in and interrupt you when you are doing your thing and say, "Dora please go do the dishes," "Please clean the cat box," "Please pick up the dog poop." and exc.

It seems like they think we have our entire adult hood to do what we want, but I control your childhood and teenage hood.